DepeNd on U

the First time...i say about my heart.....eventually I first time taste of my TruE Lov3....i know u are my first lov3....i never say i Lov3 u....i never say to u that my heart....i never say to my friends....i know u was sad when i say now nobody that i like....i never say about u to my friends....sometimes...i say i don't no u....when i'm not see u a day....i was dissapointed....i was sad....i will miss u...but...when i see u ....i don't no how to face u....my leg will automatic run and disappear in ur eyes.....this is my first Lov3....i hope u don't play me....when i was sad or had a bad things on me.....i'm like to depend ppl....now i can depend on u...but u not at my side.....i only can depend myself..........bcs i can't do it...my mother warn me can't have a bf before my 18 years old.......if u are at my side....i can't do it also....
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